closed heart?

what is happening to the world now?

everyone had become so careful on every move they take and every word they speak. 

we trust nobody.

the only person we can count on is ourself. be independent on everything.

is it because the outside world is so dangerous that we want to protect ourself?

we have closed our heart and mind and refuse to accept courtesy from others. 

because we scared that it might be a trap, a scam...... 

we never want to know.

what is going to change your mind and open your heart to accept the beautiful world?

have you ever think about it?

we try to protect our heart and we get hurt at the same time. 

OPEN YOUR HEART AND SEE THE WORLD. 

CAN YOU DO THIS, amanda?

CATERPILLAR

what a caterpillar calls the end of the world...

THE MASTER CALLS A

BUTTERFLY 

IT ONLY TAKES YOU TO MAKE A CHANGE TO BE GREAT.

Story Of A Pencil

The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box.

"There are 5 things you need to know," he told the pencil, "Before I send you out into the world. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be."

"One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand."

"Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become a better pencil."

"Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make."

"Four: The most important part of you will always be what's inside."

"And Five: On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write."

The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart.


Now replacing the place of the pencil with you.  Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best person you can be.

One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in God's hand. And allow other human beings to access you for the many gifts you possess.

Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, by going through various problems in life, but you'll need it to become a stronger person.

Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make.

Four: The most important part of you will always be what's on the inside.

And Five: On every surface you walk through, you must leave your mark. No matter what the situation, you must continue to do your duties.



Allow this parable on the pencil to encourage you to know that you are a special person and only you can fulfill the purpose to which you were born to accomplish.

Never allow yourself to get discouraged and think that your life is insignificant and cannot make a change.

Real Life

this is going to be the reality now!
THE REAL DEGREE LIFE is happening now!
besides attending lecture, tutorial... there is more to come. assignment, presentation,test, exam, club/society activities.... which makes u busy as the will not b enough time to spend..

is the end of 6th week and is getting bussier...
there will b 2test and 1 quiz next week (mon, tues n wed), and there is an assignment which i haven started to do anything yet. many more tutorial to work on..
and yes, the flash mob!! this is the interesting part now!! haha.. is going to happen next wednesday 2pm at utar!! stay tune... cuz i'm one of them...
practice and rehearsal takes up some times so, hv to really work hard on studies too.. but dancing is really fun.. should join some dance club o studio to continue my passion..

past and future

Is already the beginning of 2011, lets c the places that i've visited for the past 5years (2005-2010).


2005 - Hong Kong/ ShenZhen/ Korea 9days trip (December)

2006 - Kota Kinabalu, Sabah (August)
            Genting class trip, 4S4 (December)

2007 - Pulau Redang, Terengganu (April)
            Genting class trip, 5S4 (December)
            Gopeng white water rafting (December)

2008 - North-East USA (NY,NJ, Niagara Falls, massachusetts, Pennsylvania, Philadelphia)            (Feb-June)

            Orlando/Tampa, Florida (Disney World, Kennedy Space Centre, Universal Studio) (May)

2009 - Lumut, Perak
            Genting class trip, SN9A (November)

2010 - Pulau Pangkor, Perak (May)
            Gopeng white water rafting (December)

with family      with friend(s)



and so, this will be the places that i wish to visit within this 5years.

Taiwan
Hong Kong (Ocean Park)
Singapore 
Japan (might need more than 5years to realise)
Korea
China
USA
Langkawi Island
Perhentian Island
Fraser Hill
Cameron HIghland
Penang Island
Sabah (hiking, island hopping)
Australia
Melaka 


*not in order.... *


hope that i'm able to travel to half of the places listed within 5years. 

LIFE IS UNPREDICTABLE

ice breaking

ice-breaking and telematch on yesterday turn out to b quite fun and satisfying. Yea, is really having so much fun. get to know more new friend from diff course and senior. except about half of the games involve water!!! so v hv 9member in our group and there is only 2girls so most of those difficult part v dun to play.. hahahaha.. so nice.. oh yes, the other girl is from AM so v r going to the same lecture!!!
well, all of the games involve teamwork and v really doing great as we win 6 out of 8 games.. haha.. really hope to play with them again!

1st game, protect ur nest. which is throwing water balloon on the enemy territory and protect ours. Its a draw on this game.

2nd game, is another water games. which is like putting a bottle on top of everyone head and pass water from the 1st person to the last person. v lose on this game. there were 2 bottle that were leaking and pity those 2person. haha... they get wet even jz holding the bottle on top.

3rd game, climbing up from the bottom of the hill to the top on a huge plastic sheet. (a small hill) the other team will splash water on u to prevent u from getting up. we actually win this game as v have less girl( which u will understand what i mean)(guys of course will move faster than girls) and with the cooperation from other group member so is so great! (luckily v play this game in the early round, because after our turn, they add some soap on the huge plastic sheet to make it more slippery! phew~)

4th game, scissor, paper, stone with one person crawling and another person holding the person leg. (which means u can't use ur hand so nid to represent it with face expression). oh god. v lose badly in this game. haha.. and the punishment is f**king funny.

5th game, there r 4part in this game. 1st part, a person sat on a hessian sack and another person pull it up the incline. 2nd part, (which 2 of the girls involve) moving together on the sack up the incline. 3rd part, i duno how to explain this game. is like 2person 3legs. (bad translation) ok, 2person standing side by side with one of their leg tie together and move a distance. 4thpart, moving the chair. 7person standing on 6chair and passing the chair to move forward to a distance.
oh yes! our group were outstanding!!! we were so fast! amazingly fast especially in during the passing the chair part.

6th game, is a game which involve water but not so much. fill the tupperware with water then slide it accross 2tables to reach the line. (to pass the line to b accurate) and no fall of the table. hmm.... v turn out to b quite good . hahahahaha... most of our slide pass the line (which earn us points) and v did win this game.. ^^v

7th game, something like twister. there were color paper on the floor and we hv to move our hand n leg to the color that is needed. well, to honest, this is quite pack as all member of the 2 teams play 2gt.. is fun n with some difficulty. haha.. this turn out to b a draw as well.. as none of the member fail those mission.

8th game, this is something to do with teamwork and creativity. every member line up in a line. the 1st person pick up the task( a paper with some weird statement) then explain it to the next person without language, jz body movement. and this goes on until the last person. the last person hv to guess the statement which is quite difficult. i guess 1 statement and is erm... funny, weird and hard to guess..

so, this telematch is kinda fun and is a real great ice-breaking! haha.. oh yes, i'm from yellow group and our group name is spongebob! zzz...
after the telematch end, v went to TBR to hv our lunch (with some of our group member). luckily one of the senior borrow us a umbrella, which is very useful! haha.. as for my walk from lrt to metroview and metroview to lrt, it rain... really thanx alot..
after the lunch v go bek to utar to take our photo for our ID. and i wear a weird combination of clothes. a formal shirt with jeans. everyone is looking at me like i'm a freak. i noe is weird to wear like this but hey, so many guys wear like this and y can't i wear like this?!
another 'happy' thing happen today as well. i board on the utar bus for ths 1st time! i didn't actually mean to board on it. while i was walking to the bus stop and a bus is coming.(i was thinking, omg, is that utar bus?!) so i hv to ran for the bus!!! how embarras.. everyone on the bus must hv saw it...

so this is the end of orientation. classes start next week. let just hope everything is fine and most important, i can cope with those subject( as i hv been off from study long ago) and get along well with others.

3rd day of orientation

is already 3rd day and i have finally made some friend.. but i sucks in playing games.. omg... it jz keep fail when is my turn.. sad... i should learn some games skill.

n, there is the blurest thing, i keep thinking that 13th jan is next thurs but wth is 2mr!!! at 1st i thought i stil hv some time to go bek home and pick my formal but it not going to happen. how blur m i... so, i just have to borrow from someone (xiao wen) and her iron to iron the cloth! hope it turn out ok 2mr.. cuz that photo that i going to take 2mr is going to b on my utar ID for 3yrs! i dun wan that i hate it everytime i saw it..

attend 'peer mentoring program' today. it's quite interesting and get to know many people.. but hey, the mentor is younger than me la wei!!! i actually quite old to b in this intake.....

looking forward for 2mr ice-breaking and telematch...

full of joy

it has been quite a while that i hasn't update myblog..
oh ya, i have been celebrating christmas for 4days continuously. (24-27 dec)

24th, after work join yw, xw, yc, sy, jl, py, cy and hs for steamboat dinner. they went to club for badminton and other stuff in the afternoon.. v eat quite a lot bt they doesn't seem full.. LOL. after the dinner, v went to py house to chit chat.. py's mum is so friendly.. haha.. keep taking pic and chat until 12+am. is christmas bt v din countdown..

25th, is christmas day and my vacation day to gopeng. it's my 2nd time for this white water rafting but this time is much more adventurer!! the water is deeper(rain a lot i guess), a lot of body rafting, purposely terbalik the boat.... and, i'm wearing contact lenses.. OMG! i'm so scare for the 1st body rafting part, water goes into my eyes bt i hv to open my eyes to catch the rope... but is fun! check here for more on water rafting.
after the water rafting session, v were heading to ipoh. but v got lost in the highway and reach kuala kangsar.. bad road sign. ok, so v reach our hotel at ipoh around 8.30pm. i'm damn hungry!! then go for dinner.
oh yes! the food is really nice! the hor fun, chicken rice with beansprout, bbq chicken, yong tau fu... is so so nice.. can't really get these taste in klang.enjoy the dinner~ went to the night market after dinner

26th, is boxing day! after the breakfast at the hotel ( v wanted to try the dimsum over there but hey look at the people!! i tink hv to wait about 1hour for our turn.. n, the breakfast at the hotel is free.. ) v went to explore ipoh with our bus no.11. there is so many local famous to buy. pamelo, hiong piah, tambun biscuit... and v buy quite many. v buy about 4pamelo and 1of my dad's friend buy i tink about 10 pamelo.. LOL.. then, went to Nam Thean Tong, a temple which is build by the cave. is quite new and is chill inside the cave.
after exploration in ipoh v went back to gopeng to hv our lunch. the lunch is nice too. and v buy some biscuit from one of the bakery and is damn nice! and cheap! impossible to b found here.
the weather in ipoh is very very hot during daylight! and is quite chill at night time. so, better stay indoor during day time.

27th, went to neway for ktv session (11-3pm), there is 4gals and 4boys attend. haha.. wat a good number! about the same people for the steamboat on 24th, except sy and jl. may rui came today too.. kinda shock when she say she drive herself.. haha. this is my 1st time to hear cy and py singing and is really not bad! i like cy voice, is soft and... i duno how to describe.. amazing!! yes!! hs din get to sing a lot for this time.. and i realise something, cy and py like noes and can sing every songs!
not a good time for me, broke a glass! i'm such a destroyer! (i broke a glass last time at redbox, for got is at which place)
after singing, v went to eng ann for lunch. oh, i miss the asam laksa.. and more damage to my troat and voice.. it has been quite some time for not eating asam laksa. used to eat it almost every week with yw during f4 and f5 on thursday.
alright, time for chit chat again. this time is my house.. but most of the time v were playing card and this is probably the funniest game i ever play! every move and words is so funny. miss that moment!
went to my dad's friend house at night, its her daughter's birthday..

so, is 2more days to new year 2011. i'm going to start my college after a year break! hope it would b fun.
yea, luckily din get another 'christmas present' like last year which is going to stick on my skin FOREVER!! fade it please...
i got those christmas present that i really wanted!!! love it so much!! thanx thanx!! is really wat i wanted for long....  =)
and great thanx to shereen, for the one and only christmas of 2010!! i like the gems.. haha..

OMG! so many thing happen in 1 day!
there is so many days in a week and y does everything jz happen and squeeze in 2days?!
my initial plan to yumcha on fri with my fren , dating on sat and FRIM tour on sun have to cancel!

Received a call from a relatives, asking if i'm interested to work part time, i think i'm going to accept it, but the thing is i couldn't get the location of this new carrefour at section23, shah alam. the new carrefour is opening on this weekend, so i'm going to be the 1st batch partimer.yeah!

Went to post office and finally sent all my christmas cards, which cost me RM10 for the stamp only!!! can't believe it! sending mail through post is so so expensive.

Banked in money to my future roomate and i'm officially joining that condo. yeah, finally got a room and dun hv to look for it anymore. what a relieve.. got to get a new school bag for school and prepare thing to move to my so called 2nd home. hope i can get along well with other housemate.

the excited part of today is, i went to saloon and get a brand new hair cut! my hair is so short now, but i like it! suits the weather now.. which is too hot for me.. don't be surprise when u see me! (',')

tour to utar

i'm going to setapak on today. excited cuz i can meet my fren but unfortunately, some of them r not free. feel stomachache when i was in the KTM(this KTM i tink is inter-city ktm, the body is diff from normal ktm v board and there is bed on the back couch, the seat is comfortable too with foldable table and when it reach KL central, is at the ground floor), rush to bathroom when i reach KL central. after release all those toxic, i went to eat McD breakfast set(sausage mcmuffin with coffee). this is my 1st official McD breakfast set. (i ate mcmuffin once b4, got a free coupon while joining mcdonald run on 2008). yum yum.. i like the mcmuffin, is really nice. i'm loving it! then when i reach wangsa maju, stomachache again! damn it. walked to jusco to use the bathroom. swt. then buy a contact lences (a pair of same power but use 1pcs only) because my left contact lences is tear and make my eye uncomfortable. this pair i bought is only with short-sighteness, without astigmatism, but is quite ok). then meet leong and hui mun at bus stop then go to utar.

This is my first visit to utar. a lot of walking had been done(i tink is almost 10km). i wanted to pay the fees and submit all the document. but.... OMG!!! i forgot to increase my debit card limit!!! stupid!! so i go to the public bank branch at Genting Klang to pay at the counter. surprisingly, there is few people n the service is good n fast. got it done in just 5mins. oh yea, the GK road upgrading work is finally done!! it has almost been like 2-3yrs of work. i jz walk on the GK road for few mins n i dun feel like i want to live here... but i haven view PV12 which i heard is quite good.

i head back to tarc to meet my cousin, i was planning to use his ID to on9 at citc. LOL. but i didn't in the end, citc is too far and i'm damn hungry! meet with someone unexpectedly!! can't believe it! at 1st i was still doubting should i go say hi or wat.. i still say hi in the end.. feel kind a embarassing. Oh no, ktar had changed so much! is so much good looking now.. y dun they renovate n upgrade it before i entered?! esp the SPUS block!!! is damn nice now! with a mini park in the middle of the building, pond with beautiful fish.. there is nice road build from old citc to DK!( v hv to walk on risk last time!) and another stupid thing! i forgot to collect my A-lvl cert from the SPUS office!!! i haven even have a look at my cert! when will i get it back???!!!

ok, then when i get back to utar, the aunty from the admin block tell me i dun hv to pass up now. just submit it on orientation!! wtf! (she say, impossible we wan student to submit it by now. how if the student is from sabah o sarawak? they hv to perposely fly over to here to submit it??) there is post service la aunty... there is oso another guy bring his x-ray film there. n the aunty ask him to bring bek and bring again on orientation day. LOL. then he say, he come here by bus, bring this thing really not conveniet. but no choice, they dun wan to accept it by now.. haha.. sad case. luckily i din bring.

after that, plan to metroview to meet yee wei n have lunch 2gt. try to board on utar bus with leong n his fren, but failed! the bus din not appear!!! so, v walk to ktar bus stop then board on ktar bus instead( new bus!! is so confortable!!). meet yee wei at metroview, suddenly someone called my name! swt.. is xiao wen... chat for few sec, she say wan to go bek to sleep... then v had our lunch at a shop nearby.. i walk to lrt station about 3.35pm, ad start to rain. reach kl central near 4. bt hv to wait for KTM.. today is so crowded! and is raining heavily out there! ok, great! i'm on the 1st in line so i get to sit in the couch. and a circa 65 old man sit beside me. (english speaking chinese) he lend me his newspaper at subang station, really nice. but the KTM couch is so lousy! is leaking !! water pouring from the roof into the couch!! luckily i'm not standing near there. pity those who stand right under the leakage. phew, luckily there is no rain when i reach Bukit Badak station. there is quite many passenger disembark at Bukit Badak, the most disembarking passanger trip i ever seen. safely reach home around 5.30pm.

going to check on9 for rooms. i wan metroview! so i can b nearer to yee wei and xiao wen!!! n LRT!!! haha..
there is this kathryn! like to go here n there. luckily i din str8 go her room n knock her door! if not i knock until there is a hole on the door oso nobody answer!! i called few times to her bt can't b reach then after sms her, she str8 called me.. zzz... too bad luck, she's going to timesquare!! so, can't meet her up. sekejap go pulau ketam, sekejap go timesquare... exam ended so long ad still dun wan go home... no words...