Tuesday, May 31, 2011

new semester, new life

is the last day of may and the 2nd day of the this new semester. i'm now a year1 sem2 student.
is a different feeling today.. as compare to the 1st day in sem1. maybe because i had made friends..
the mood and feeling in class is so different today. the size of the class is smaller. sign of 'survival of the fittest'. i duno how far can i go... i really do miss those friends that we went to class together in sem1. but is time to study hard now to prevent from being the next eliminator.

i'm lucky, because i pass all the subject in semester 1. but the result is not nice, is just pass. the subject that that i study the least got the best result, as predicted. which is business accounting, the subject that i have the most confident. i hope i can do better for business accounting2. i wish the best to all my friends.
i'm lucky because i'm still survive now. lucky that the infection do not harm me much. lucky that i have discharged from hospital and still be able to attend class.
i'm lucky that i have friends that still have me in their hearts. i will remember u till the end of the world. 

actuary today task have not complete yet. i have to done it by this week. i hope i can done it because i have the feeling that i may not be able to finish it. i'm scare..

life have to be continue no matter what happen. stay positive.
i hope i can brave all the storm and stand with u. please stay with me.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

semester 1 ended

today last paper officially mark the end of semester 1 in utar.
today's paper is business accounting which is quite similar to SPM accounting, is jz the different in language. i remember that i'm so good on accounting back in high school compare with my main concentration. i'm definitely proud of it. haha... but i'm not sure if i'm stil good in accounting as it has been more than 3years i done my last account. i hope i done it well.

all the exam is finally end and we have 2weeks break which i do not consider it as holiday because is more like a break for us to recharge power for further torturing than for us to have fun...
study is to b creative.. not to follow blindly according to books or notes. by understanding the thing that we have been taught, we have to use the knowledge and create or inovate something new. this is what science and knowledge are all about. BE CREATIVE!!!

i shall take some rest now and recharge to full before the beginning of new semester. many things are waiting for me...
i must work harder for the following semester to achieve my target! of what i'm aiming for.believe in myself!!i know i can do it.. not just do it, but do it to the best!!

exam in degree leads me to another level of life. we almost celebrate o like have some fun after EVERY paper. haha.. is so different as in high school or college where we only celebrate after the final paper. degree is definitely a more challenging level in our life but is full of joy. enjoy it to the max!
study together, discuss pass year paper, teaching each other at McD... another new experience.. haha..
went hiking on the weekend of the exam period.. hike bukit tabur  for 2 times in 3weeks... i duno what's wrong with us..
and the most amazing part is that, we use 6hour for our first hike and we are seriously out of water n lost in some way but we manage to complete it safely..  *bravo everyone*
for the second hike, is only 5people and i'm the only girl.. ^^v and we did it in 4hours!!! haha.. what a big different in time..
i just duno how all this could happen.. but is just amazing that we went through it together.
just right after the final paper today, everyone is rushing back home.. homesick i guess. haha.. we learn to love home more when we are away from it..

i don't want to b just ordinary i want to be special, outstanding, amazing. i don't want to be treated the same. i wan to be different! different! in all the way. support me? or not?